this is more then likely

man you guys i really need

man you guys i really need to slow down causwe there are just to many things that i need to be doing and i am already doing to much.  first i need to buy a new car cause myh first one got totaled but the most important thing is that i am ok and that i am alive the car is physical and can be replaced.  rachel i love you i dont care what people say about the accident you are my g dog homie.  but i have just had so much stuff going on and i dont have anytime to do any of this stuff in loike i had to go and get a prom dress and i have to go and get my hair done and i have to worry about if i am going to graduate from high school but i cant not graduate because my parents are counting on me to be he one child that went to college and made something out of themselfves but i dont think that i want to go to college anyhmore i mean i think that if i do go it will be more of my parents then anything else cause i mean yeah i want a good job yeah i want a nice life for m y familhy when and if i get one but i mean i am having all this preasure to go to college from eveywhere and i dont know what i want to do with my life just yet and well my friends are well you can say some of them know where i am coming from but others have know idea about what i am talking about and just thinkinbg about it makes me even more depressed cause i get depressed really easy and then i get sick and i wont eat and then i throw up yeah so just thinking about this whole finishing high school thing and goign to college is really making me sad.   man that was one long runb on senten ced that is what my life is one long runon sentence and i cant breathe man i hate that feeling and well i get it all the time so yeah i need some help with my life right about now.

oh and julie i know that we arent friends anyhmore and well i really need that money that you owe me.  but have a good life and well yeah that is all that i have to say to you

hey how all yall doin?  i bet yall cant read this but yeah so im gonna make it bigger!!!!!

hows this? No this is to big!!
but how is this? i think that this is still to small what do yall think? yeah lets try bigger!
yeah this is still too Big i mean seriously!
so how do you think this is... yeah your right its still to small!!!!!!!!!
what do you think about this too big also but not as big!
so what do yall think i think that this is the perfect size.  what about yall....

too bad im already using it and yall are gonna have to deal with it and suck it upp!!!
so its been a while since i have updated and well i thought that it was about time that i did so... well since i see some of you at school then i will see yall tomorrow at school and for those of you that i dont see then ill see you at other times that i am not sure about but yeah that is about all that i can say for now. 

here is an update about what i have been doing......... okae well for starters having to study for the A.C.T. that i am taking on Friday and that i have been so nervous  about it that all i have been drinking was soda and hardly any water and that i have been studing my butt off... not really cause i still have it but you knoe people always say that and i have knoe idea why, but i just thought that i would say that.   but right now im listening to FIREMAN... IM THE FIREMAN, FIRE, FA FIRE,FIRE, FA FIRE MAN.... for those of you that listen to this in my clases with me you knoe what im talkin about....
so what is going on with all of yall?  i havent talked to some of yall in forever but yeah wish me luck on the A.C.T. cause i need it i mean seriously i think that im gonna do really bad and then i wont be able to get into college.  it gets so bad that i end up hypervenalating when i think about it more and more and man on that morning i think that i might half die while doing it.........


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Hey

yall man its been a while but yeah im back its not like i got hit by a car or anything but you knoe what i mean yeah im just trying to get through school and with the new retarded rules well yeah im glad this is my last year there so yeah ill see yall on the flip side

PIECE IN THE MIDDLE EAST

man that is so old!

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~~~~~~~~~~~~chanel~~~~~~~~~~~

AKA-

~~~~~~~~~~CHANNEL~~~~~~~~~~~~

HAHAHHAHAH NOT

man do you knoe how long its been since i updated i sure dont but yeah im supposed to be doing my senior paper but i dont really want to finish it just yet i mean that will take too musch outa me i mean seriously come on this paper is draning me completely dri and im sooo glad the tomorrow is friday adn i wont have to deak with this paper any longer but yeah im gonna go and do some more on it pieces out yall

~~~~~~~~chanel~~~~~~~AKA channel

hahahahaahahhahahah lol knoe one call me that!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!JK

LOVE YALL